Unable to speak, confined to my mind, if I looked for hope, what would I find? You said I have no right to defend, I just have to take it all and pretend, That through it all I’m still alright. forced to fake it everyday but every night, piece by piece, you’re slowly killing me,
Bitter than the sting of ice, Is the tearing of all our ties, When I say I’m giving advice, When I say I’m trying to be precise, But all I’ve done is deal more lies. Harsher than the blister of fire, Is the knife in our heart, When you say we’re hanging on a wire,
When she reminds me that I was never enough, I find myself like an animal to the slaughter, The wind whispers in my ears nature’s calling, and so I walk alongside the wild to the water. The sharp green blades beneath the open sky the crystal blue water, the array of scaly colors, faded hoof
You left fingerprints on my beating heart that became the only combination To unlock it, to open it, to spill my blood. My heart is but a vessel For the joys and sorrows of life. Once empty, once lost, once dysfunctional. Where I once felt nothing In the core of my being, Not happy, not
“You are the one who has changed.” He says. He pierces through me as he stares intensely, deep into my eyes. How dare he, Anger snaps, how dare he talk as if he did not change as well. That stupid stupid son of a bitch! He’s not stupid, Fear argues. He knows exactly what he’s
Cracked like a mirror Caught between two worlds. Poison seeps in, Silently creeping through. Where is the life? Where is the hope? Trapped in cursed blood, Unable to escape. Insanity knocks at my door, And takes my mind hostage. A slave to the pain, My efforts all in vain. Poison takes her hostage, Nothing can
I’m no longer sure how to go about the day, because of what I said when said in that way. I’m worried that I went to far, cut deep and reopened his scar. He says there’s nothing I could do, that it wasn’t my fault because I never knew. Because I wasn’t there that certain
I see him floating before me An apparition of what once was. A man I loved, no longer here with me But still conscious of my presence. It is not he who has invaded my world, But I who invaded his. Seeking redemption desperately, I find him stuck in a timeless loop, An endless circle
She tells me that I’m not going through With all the things that I’m supposed to do. I say I’m trying but I can’t say why, So I cover up with another lie. She pulls me into the other room, She asks me “What’s wrong with you” It’s not like I could say it, if
Do you even care? Do I even mean something? Why do I have to write this, Why must I cry tears that sting? Can you even see me? Am I just a pest in your way? I don’t like the way you treat me. I don’t like not knowing what to say. Why do I