Sy Redemption

 I told mom on you, I told her all the things you do. Just because you’re older, Doesn’t mean you get to be colder. When you treat me bad, You have no reason to be mad. But you take it all out on me, And all the others here see. I wonder what did I…

 Sister, Show me that you care. Sister, Instead of treating me like this. Sister, Show me that your are sorry. Sister, The day that you hit me. Sister, Even though you wont change. Sister, Remember that you should.

 i feel Nothing. no Regret, no Pain, no Reason to keep going. no thinking, no breathing, frozen in the Moment. no speaking, no listening, She doesn’t try to understand. my Fear, rises high, when I look in Her eyes. the Professional should never make Her patient cry. but She did, because i did, from the…

  Another year goes by, And I’m now 21, Time always catches me, When I try to run.   As they party all night, And rack up their beers, I’m sober and alone, Collecting all my tears.   I don’t really understand, Why I’m not overjoyed, And instead I think of All that I destroyed.…

 As I write, I think back, The story begins on day one, My heart was sealed off but The damage was already done. He told me all he ever wanted, Was to die and suffer no more. Isn’t it ironic when they tell a story, And it’s one you’ve heard before? Because that story was…