Sy Redemption

Cold air lingers as I try not to remember, Only pushing you away from what we then were.  Listen to me carefully, I had to walk away for me, Though I wish I hadn’t done it so horribly. On those last few days, when I spoke to you, Nothing made me regret more then what…

 These voices are talking, The shadows are walking, The walls that surround me, Know everything about me. The whispers are screaming, And darkness is beaming, The opposite becomes real When I don’t know how to feel. Emptiness overflows my tank, My canvas of words is blank, Feeling nothing is too much Even when evil isn’t…

 Black hollow eyes of doom, Staring down the throat of the beast, Death approaches closer, The monster eager to engulf his feast. My mind now is empty, There is no thought left to think, The end has finally come, As my last ship sinks. Surrounded by a sea on fire, I have come to accept…

 Afraid to let go, Afraid to know, Afraid of things I can’t face, Afraid of truth in it’s case. Afraid I won’t know what to do, I’m afraid to lose you.